You Killed Me

I dreamt about your eyes again
Mesmerized by the truth within
My hand rested on top of your heart
The beats so fast, held all the love.

But then you broke away and broke my heart
I wished my eyes betrayed, cause my heart hurt
I cried and cried, cursed and whined
I stayed in my room , all day and all night.

You asshole! You ruined me and used me
And now the sun doesn’t shine
And the moon doesn’t come
The stars have disappeared.

There’s no one to pick the pieces
I’m all alone, and it’s too dark
There are no more tears to shed
No more songs to sing or dance to.

You Jerk! Couldn’t you have told me?
You didn’t want me or love me
I was a part of a plan
And it worked… you got her...

Your eyes I still remember
Your scent, your taste, your touch
It haunts me this very second
Your ghost still lurking around.

Fucking hell! I can’t take it anymore!
There’s too much pain to bear.
Too many Fucking tears and cuts
Too many Fucking bruises and sores.

Why did you make me love you?
Why did you “make love” to me?
Why did you kiss me and touch me
Just to get rid of me in the end.

Now that Bitch has everything
Everything I ever wanted and need
Everything you gave me, now hers
Everything you said to me, you say to her.

You Jerk! You Bastard! You Loser!
I gave up everything for you.
And all you did was ruin me.
All you did is kill me.