Disappointment

Disappointment,
My worst fear,
especially around you.
To me disappointing you would be like walking in fire,
painful aftermath.
Your opinion, unlike any other,
was what i lived on,
for two years.
I watched,
listened,
learned,
and used everything you did.
From chewing on pens,
to giving your advise to others.
Guess this is me saying thanks,
without you i'd be like a broken piano,
unusable,
unloveable,
disappointing.