Indecision

He makes me feel special
He makes me feel wanted
He makes me feel free
But I was scared of what could be

She makes me feel stupid
She makes me feel lonely
She makes me feel caged
And yet I can't get away

He makes it so easy
She makes it so hard
He makes it so amazing
She makes it so horrible

Yet I find myself running from him
Yet I find myself sticking with her
Am I a coward?
Am I weak?