Leave pain

I want to leave,
To go far, far away!
From Humanity,
wars, and injustice.
I want to be free,
Beautiful as the full moon,
Immortal like God.
I need to be loved
Emotionally and Physically!
It's 'bout time for it anyway.
I have many things i want to do
Will i ever be able,
To fulfill my Dreams,
Check everything off my bucket list,
Finish School,
Be "NORMAL"?
I think more darker than the people around me.
Sometimes i even scare myself!
I'm capable of great things,
But also of Great Evil!
I don't let that side show
But the evil IS there
Hidden behind all the pain!