Thoughts

I have thoughts of taking my life.
Suicide, please leave my mind
Could this be,
The end of me.
To grab that knife and take my life.
To grab those pills and lose control against my will.
To tie the ropes, with dangling feet and lose all hope.
Oh, Suicide, you're so close.
To leave the loved ones behind,
I'm convinced they wont mind.
Suicide, will soon be mine.
This pain is too much to bear,
But they don't care.
One life is not too much to spare.
Should i dare to take the life God gave to me?
Could this be,
The end if me?
1....2....3
No, I'm still here!
To grab those pills and lose control against my will.
I cant see i'm getting dizzy.
To tie the ropes, with dangling feet and lose all hope.
Oh I cant breathe,
Could this be,
The end of me?
Oh suicide I beg you please!