When Words Fail the Truth Speaks

Black and white
Words smearing and spinning
Combining and screaming
Screaming out what I can’t even whisper
The words that I dare not say
Yet these words violently break through my skull
In the form of thoughts
That convey emotions
Which I can’t escape
Yes, I feel it
Each and every ounce of it
But it can’t
It just won’t flow with ink
Can’t fully word what I think
My paper and pen can’t do you justice
For you represent
You mean, you are
More, so much more
Then any word
But I want to
No I need to release this
For poetry is my comfort
And my escape route
Yet today I’m losing site of the trail
I need to get rid of it
Pull the plug and drain it
Please turn off the faucet
That’s over running
Because I’m drowning
Water level up to my eye
Gargling and choking on words I wish I could speak
Yet I can perfectly see
What I see is what you’re doing to me
You’re filling me with new memories
You’re making or breaking my day
You’re making me love/ hate you
More and more each day
But I don’t want you
Or I wish I didn’t
However its what I’ll continue to say
Because you and me will never be
& I refuse to think differently
Each rhyme was suppose to scream go away
But maybe when you read between the lines
They’re just welcoming you to stay...