Sorry

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
I'm sorry I'm fat,
I'm sorry I'm ugly;
Only God can change that.

I'm sorry, God that I let You down.
Guess I'm not what You said I could be.
Are You still there? Are You listening?
I wish You could still use me,
Seems too late for that.

Friends, don't try for me.
It's best this way.
I'm sorry it has to be like this.
I'm sorry that I'm too far gone.
I'm sorry that I'm bringing you down
When all I tried to do was bring you up.

I'm sorry that I feel this way,
I'm sorry that I blame you.
I'm sorry that I hate you;
I've asked God to take it away
But he hasn't yet.

I'm sorry I didn't let you change me.
Maybe I will,
That way you'll be happy
And I won't have to be sorry anymore.