Chapter 1: The Beginning

His story begins,
with his finger on the trigger.
His eyes welling up with tears,
the hole in his heart growing bigger.

He screams up to Heaven,
but hears no voice in turn.
Bellowing in rage,
his throat begins to burn.

So he sinks the barrel in his temple,
"GOD!!" he begins to scream,
"FATHER, WHERE ARE YOU?!"
"WHERE IS YOUR LIGHT?
WHERE IS YOUR LOVE,
WHEN MY BLOOD IS A STREAM?!"

He has no faith,
no will to go on.
He squeezes the trigger,
and with a deafening blast,
his world is still not gone.

Instead it's a warm embrace,
a touch of soft hands on his.
Opening his eyes,
a melancholy love fills his heart.
For his best friend and secret love,
is holding him by his bandaged wrists.

"You're real selfish,you know that?"
Her voice is soft and sad.
Unable to mask his sorrow,
tears begin to cascade down his cheeks.
And as her hands cradle his head,
he clings onto the greatest friend he's ever had.

Quietly, she whispers to him.
"Never leave me,you hear? Never."
With all he has left,
he softly kisses her lips.
After a moment ,they part. And he replies,
" I'm yours. For more than forever"