Beautiful Disaster

I think that the hardest part is going to take two
and feeling the need to take eight
I’ve got nothing to lose, this may just be my fate

They tell you everything will be okay.
But soon you’ll realize that’s an impossibility
The world will look down on you and me,
all because we’re not the perfect ones, you see
nobody will accept us as who we want to be.

I’m not fine, and I don’t know why.
Seems to me, I’m always alone
Whether you’re standing there or not,
It’s like no answer on the telephone.
I’ll keep waiting, but no one will come.
Can I just say, you’re my only one?

They tell you everything will be okay.
But soon you’ll realize that’s an impossibility
The world will look down on you and me,
all because we’re not the perfect ones, you see
nobody will accept us as who we want to be.

Happy little impostor,
you got it wrong, I’m no beautiful disaster
Snappy little rock star,
you got it wrong, I’m no beautiful disaster
Rip out the seams, see what’s underneath
can you get it right, I’m no beautiful disaster

I’ll sit stare at the wall,
and I’ll wait for someone to save me now
as usual no one comes for me,
I’m tired of being labelled as the user
They hate us, the world’s just a vengeful monster

you got it wrong, I’m not beautiful disaster
I’m just a car wreck, in the middle of no where.
Rip out the seams, see what’s underneath.
A torn apart engine, that reeks of failure

I’m not the perfect one, can’t you see
I walk around like a zombie, no beauty
nobody will accept me as who I want to be
I can’t be what you want of me,
I am no beautiful disaster