Betrayal

Why do these tears betray me?
always
i don't mean it
the words i say
i get mad and they just burst out
i can't help it
it's the only emotion
allowed to escape my grasp
it betrays me
and escapes my heart
i wish it didn't
i really do
yet it does this to to me
my tears recide
but my sadness
remains there
for i have hurt another
with my cruel words
I wish i didn't
I Really F*cking do