Ending My Strife

All of the pain inside,
Is getting way to hard to hide.
I want to shout,
I need away out.
It is time to be done with this endless strife,
Tonight iwill take my own life.
All i need toknow now,
Is how much pain I will allow.
I am done with my hurting,
So that leaves out scarlet cutting.
Even though it would make me dead,
I wont take a bullet to my head.
That leaves my friend he rope,
I am finally done trying to cope.
Don't you dare shead a tear,
When you see i'm no longer here.
You never cared to know,
About the pain i didn't show.