Beginning Of The End

Loneliness embraces me with cold hands
My color slowly turning into black
The last goodbye still echoes through my ears
Breaking down gets closer with each second
I can’t push it away
It’s too late, it’s got the best of me
It blurs my vision, makes my head spin
Soon I’ll be knocked down
My last rescue has disappeared
I’m falling apart

I beg for forgiveness
What did I do to make you do that?
It’s not fair
There are better ways to punish me
All warmth disappeared out of my heart
since you have threatened me like this
It’s still not fair
Not for the weak and not for the strong

I feel like a scared deer
with white lights shining in my eyes
I’m stuck in your trap
Please, loosen your grip
Give back what you took
You took the wrong thing
I’m drowning in it
Is that what you?
For me to vanish in the night?

My eyes are wide open
but I don’t see a single thing
All hope is gone
The sun has disappeared from my life
Are you happy now?
Because I’m a mess

And even though it’s not your fault
I’ll always blame you