When i'm waiting

I love you, and would you be mine forever?
dont say never, you already broke that promise.

When i'm quiet,
oh baby, fear the silence
there's a million things running through my mind
so many words, but i'm out of time oh, oh

When i'm smiling,
deep down, you know i'm trying, not to cry
there's so many reasons I pretend not to frown
you, and all the ways you let me down

When i'm crying,
baby it'll never happen around you,
even while i'm living in this hell,
you put me through

I'm waiting, waiting, waiting,
for you to change your mind
I've wasted so much time,
but I cant let you go, oh, oh
I cant forget, without knowing
what could've been?

When I'm trying,
to get up to nerve to ask you why you left
I know I missing chances, i'll never back

Tell me what happened, tell me whats wrong?
because you're the name in my notebook, for a thousand songs
and I cant let you leave,
without explaining what you did to me,
before you forget, after you left.