Thought They Were In Love

realized it's not okay
I'm frozen still
it can't be real
I'm a victim
all is gone
I can't fix the pain inside
do you know what it's like
lost in this world full of regrets
you pushed me and changed me
you formed me into everything
I hate in you
then you left me to choose
fix my pain inside
or keep the beastly outside
you designed for me
I thought you loved me
I guess you were right
I'm not worth it
Not Ever