everything's going to be okay...

how can you hold me and make my heart melt
how come you make me feel how I've never felt
how can everything be okay
when i can't last
OnE
More
daY

how is it you inspire me
love me
kiss me touch me
but when you hold me
i can't think that clearly

how can you have gone through shit and still smile
how do you cope
how did you fix a girl so broken
and give her back her hope

why is life so confusing
why can i be so happy then so sad
how can i feel sane
when being with out you sends me mad

why do i cry
hUrt
ScreAm
how is it your so perfect
or is this just a DrEAam

i don't think i can pretend to smile for them another day
I'm AFraId
I'm LOst

...I'm A
L
O
N
E

i slipped up
i don't know what to say

but you'll just hold me
make me feel better
make me smile
as everything around me brakes
you'll kiss me
and say
your human
your allowed to make mistakes

i

c
A
n
'
t

D
o

i
t

With oUt
YoU
anY
mOrE

WhY am i
"HumAn"
but yet feel so
BrOkEn

and how do you make me feel like this
with out any words needing to be spoken

i know today i feel
angry
confused
SaD
but I'm starting to believe it when you say

sOmE HoW
Some WaY
EVERYTHINGS
going
to
be

okay

xXx
♠ ♠ ♠
well hello ^.^ i know some of the poem look pretty crazy but it's just my way of showing my thought process over the last couple of months when I've not been writing.
I've been dealing with a "blue mood" at the min ,and it's kinda why I've had writers block... i think, so where the letters are broken up or have random capitals it's showing deteriorating thoughts of how some parts are "normal" and some aren't (sorry if that makes it hard to follow >.< )i hope you enjoyed it good night
xXx