I Wish The Pain Would Go Away

The feelings
The emotions
The pain in my heart
The pounding in my head

I wish it would all go away
I wish I could just get away
From here
From him
From them

I'm tired of crying over this shit
I'm tired of pretending that everything is going to be okay
I'm tired of putting a fake smile on my face
To hide the pain I have inside

I want to stop thinking so badly
I want to end this pain
This sorrow, this guilt
The lies, the pain, the truths

I want to be done with this
Done with everything
The lies, the drama
The pain, the hurt
The love, the loss
The heartache, the time
The suicidal images and thoughts
The visions, the dreams...
Everything...