death changes everything

the death of a loved one changes everything
the things you do
the future of you

i know this is very true because i have felt the pain of losing a loved one
almost a year ago i had lost the one i cherished most
the first few days were the longest days of my life

nothing will ever bring her back
it makes me cry knowing something was wrong
every day brings back another memory of her
my childhood memories are what i cherish the most

i wish i could see her again
just once

i know shes watching over me and guiding me through the tough times in life
she was and still is my favorite person in this world

R.I.P Mom