The life we live

In all our millions, thousands and dozens
Looking to move forward
But trapped by our jealousies, fears and pains
In a limbo, we remain
Forever trapped by our pain
Why do we always seem to make these mistakes?
Knowing fully well that we are the only ones to blame
For the red tears falling
Gracefully down your face
Permanent scars,
Can never fade
Sorry is just a word
I shall always say
But it can never erase my mistakes
And your pain
Burdensome are the weights of my guilt
Pushing me so far into the ground
Where are now the innocence of our smiles,
The music of our laughter
Gone are these days,
Beautiful as they were
But I shall always look into the future with bitter regret
For those days of happiness
I shall never forget...