To Close My Eyes

The music sounds
soft and calm.

My eyes close with the lullaby
flowing, fierce with thought.

Piercing my eyelids.
Holes develop ideas.

Life is to long, flowing fiercely.
The blood
flows fiercely from my wrists

singing me to sleep.
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this in a time when I was at my weakest.