Being a Vampire

I’ve never thought about how I would’ve died.
I always wonder if I would’ve had a better life than this.
I’ve been twelve years old for most of my life.
It’s not fair.
I didn’t choose to live this way.
And yes, I am a vampire.
Not just any vampire:
A very intelligent one,
A very powerful one,
But most of all, a very unhappy one.