Losing Myself

I lost myself in pain
While I stared out the window
I found a girl in the rain
But she was someone I didn't know

The mirror holds no truth,
Though I see them all around
They take away all youth
I am a walking lost and found

I do not cower from cameras,
Though they hold nothing for me
Because an unrecognizable girl
Is all that I can see.

I lost myself in love,
But the feeling was not returned.
I found myself in lessons,
This was a new one that I learned.

I found myself in their eyes
Because they had a need for me
But I lost myself again
When they abused the trust that used to be.

I lost myself in thought
Although I never should.
Find new ideas in the time I've bought.
At least, I would if I could.

And i found myself in her, she is my best friend.
She pushed me to be someone new,
The rules that she bends.
My world with her is painted in rainbow hues.

But I finally found a passion
To make up for what I lack.
I lost myself in music
And I'm never coming back.