Swellin'

When I look at you
You're always so happy,
You always are smiling
I just wish I'd get over this.

I torture myslf each day by loving you.
When you look at me,
It does nothing but break my heart.
My eyes swellin' red with tears,
My throat beging to throb hard

Just seeing those eyes and the way you stare
Have the power to kill me entirely.
You've almost succeeded at that
And knowing that I'm "just a friend"
Is the reason I try so hard to avoid you
Because being 'that' kills me even faster...