Drunk just me and i

I make myself a beverage
All the flavors I cud think of
pour it all out
Stir it around into a glass till it's just right
Taste it to perfection
Cause I'm wine-ing an dine-ing alone tonight
I take a sip and slug back into a chair
Play with my drink and run my fingers thru my hair
I close my eyes and feel the burn that it give
This could be a sweet life or a new way to live
I feel the rush, the thrill, the excite
my senses heighten
This is the kind of stuff I like
Vision blurs
Speech just the same
With a little boos in your system and self control is hard to maintain
But I don't mind
The feelings I get
Sexually appetizing.....
memorably you'll still probably forget
Your veins are throbbing
Heart rate pumping
Mind in a daze
Lost in yourself in your own drunken maze
Emotions raging
My thinking is fading
Explanations?
Can't explain how your behaving
It's all happening so fast
Never mind this kind of stuff never really last
You take another sip
Wait!
Maybe you'll hold back your head and throw back one for old time sake
If only life could continue to be this awesome and great
You stumble
Crashing into things
You fumble
What is it your doing?
You grumble
It's funny
Cause I'm alone with no one around me
To share this feeling
Alcoholic thrill seeking
You make your way to a dark room
Your high, Who knows you'll be making out with yourself soon
Fall onto the floor
How did I even make it thru the door?
Feel around and yes you found a bed
Some place nice to lay your drunk little head
I see the world spiral over above me
I don't even know how to explain what I see
But inside I know I'm feeling quite tipsy
And I smile cause I'm all alone
It's a pity that only I am at home
I finish my drink
Put it on the floor
I don't think I had enuff cause I'm still craving for more
o wait!
I'm feeling as if I'm on cloud nine
But don't worry I'll sober soon I'll be just fine
I quickly spread my two legs apart
Biting my lips to initiate my start
Touch myself from my legs up to my chest
Wait I meant to say up to my breast
Lol
Never mind you know what I mean
don't worry this aint no X-rated porn scene
Just me having fun, me and alone
Cause I'm wine-ing and dine-ing just me one at home
I explore my body aint nothing else to do
I'm already drunk, unless you who is reading this wants to join to
I'm playing, just want this to be fun
Just as long as I do nothing wrong
Well don't worry about me I'll be asleep before you know
Well just after I have myself a little private show
I'll be at this again in another couple days
Just so you know this is just one of my naughty little ways
My alcoholic fiesta
Just me and I
I smile cause I love it
And I won't lie