Like Glass

So there’s this girl I know
I know her pretty well
No one understands my lust
Like her as I can tell
But there’s one little thing
There’s a mishap on which I tap
When she loves one way
And you can’t say it back
It’s happened before
Both to and from me
And both ways it hurts
Like hell, you will see
But she means so much more
She truly understands
But I still cannot love
And my heart reprimands
For what I wish I had
But she’s fragile like glass
I fear she’ll fall apart
If I tell her I can’t
Play this hard part
And I won’t loose a friend
I’m not supposed to know
And I wish I could run
And tell her this so
But I can’t and I won’t
And I’ll let it go on
When she loves me one way
And no one sees wrong
And the boys that I kiss
Can’t tell, for so long
I’m sorry! I’m sorry!
I wish I could say
And I’m crying my eyes out
After reading today
And I’m guilty again
When she says I am pretty
Like the boy did yesterday
And no one was witty
No one was joking
They say I am beautiful
And that it wasn’t my fault
But the love I gave was taken
And the love I wanted lost
And I’m guilty for feeling
The way that I do
And I shouldn’t know this
And I still do love you
Just not in the way
That you wanted me to