The screaming of my heart

THE SCREAMING OF MY HEART

Pain I have put myself through
Just because I cannot get over you

The kindness of your eyes
Kindness that makes me
Want to hide
Want to cry

The feeling of death
Comes in with every breath

You two look so happy together
Makes me wish you all the better

Your smile makes me smile
When you smile to her my heart screams
Your laugh makes me laugh
When you laugh at her jokes my heart screams

My heart screams
Because you love her and not me
My heart screams
Because you and I can only be friends

I scream because you cannot be my own
I scream because I cannot get what I want
I scream because I cannot make up my mind
I scream because all I want is you to be mine

I scream
I scream for you
I scream
Because I am dead
Inside