You're Tearing Me Apart

What the Hell is keeping me here?

I can't stand to lose you, I can't stand this fear,

I can feel my heart bleeding inside me,

And the only thing I've wanted is for you to see...

YOU'RE TEARING ME APART!

I can't last much longer, why don't we restart?

I feel like i'm dying every second that you're not here,

I can't even think straight when you draw near...

I'm crying and waiting for the day to come,

When you decide that it's time and i stop feeling numb,

You are my lifeline, the only thing that matters,

I won't ever see tommorrow if you can't see me in tatters...

YOU'RE TEARING ME APART!!!

If i wait any longer i might just tear out my own heart,

I've been ready this whole time, I'm ready when you are,

I don't want to know you as just another scar...

Every second a decade, every minute forever,

Never will I leave this Hell, Never, NEVER,

I'm burning for you, my heart and my soul,

SURVIVING THIS TORTURE FOR YOU IS MY ONE GOAL!

Clawing my way through the rotted remains,

Of my love and compassion and old bloody pains,

Tearing through sadness and anger and fear,

TO FIND YOU WHATS LEFT OF MY HEART AFTER ALL THESE YEARS!!!

YOU'RE TEARING ME APART!!!

I've been here so long, I know the procedure by heart,

I SCREAM for the days, I SCREAM for the night,

I SCREAM for the moment you make everything right!

Every single time I close my eyes, I get a glimpse of your face,

This image makes me CRY, makes me DIE, makes my heart RACE,

The clock is laughing in my face as I cry the seconds away,

Waiting for the moment when you're here and you're here to STAY,

YOU'RE FUCKING TEARING ME APART!!!!

Every time I see your smile, I see a beautiful work of art,

But every time I see you hand-in-hand with someone else,

I can't take the sadness, I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF!!!

Even as I write these words, I lie cold and alone,

But my isolation shatters me, freezing to the bone,

These tears of sadness stain the page, my blade breaks the skin,

I'm broken and I'm bleeding but like always...

YOU WIN.