You're Just a Sad Song

They weren't hot tears
Nor were they cold ones.
They just fell repeatedly.
Why did she do that?

Snot formed in my nose,
The worst part of crying.
It was a nasty mess.
Why was she so selfish?

Sobs bubbled in my throat,
Pouring passed my lips
Without my consent.
It wasn't cowardly, by no means.

My watery eyes
Skimmed over my homework,
Untouched, just waiting for me.
Why wasn't I there?

I listened to the music intently,
Letting it flow through me.
In one ear and out the other.
Didn't she hear the echoing lyrics?

I wiped away tears,
Feeling my soaked eyelashes
Brush against my skin.
She knew we were there for her.

My thoughts screamed at me.
I wanted them to stop.
They were consuming me.
Why did she end it all?