I'm More Than Nothing Now

Before I was nothing,
Just another junkie going nowhere,
I'd wait for the day my lungs would finally let the pain go and stop me from breathing,
I'd look forever but only find my substance and then keep on wandering,
Then I stumbled upon someone,
In which made me feel like something,
One who gave me hope,
And a purpose,
Even a meaning,
It started with a smile,
A silly joke from you to me,
You only receive a shy hello,
You didn't give up and you tried to change me,
Held my hand and led me to the way of sobriety,
And I still don't wanna let go,
Soon then my past began to fade away,
The only thing worth remembering was the day with you and me,
A hug creating life,
I look into your eyes,
Heart wanting more from this thing called 'you and i',
A kiss of lips that love me I hope for,
A kiss from one I truly loved,
For once I was the one who wanted more,
No more hate,
No more pain,
No more nothing,
No more sorrow,
No more crying,
No more blackness,
No more daily dose of deadly substance,
Just pure extacy in a heart filled with happiness,
Madly in love with the only man who could look past the disaster that was me,
Now I ask for a heart that I have wanted for so very long,
I borrowed you mine but I'm positive that I lost it,
As simple as can be you stole it from me and I want only yours as it's replacement,
I no longer own it and I willingly let it be yours,
But now let me ask,
Is your love something I deserve?