cryptic words

Writen in blood
My heart shall be
For the fickle mind
Of those who read
My hearts desire
For all to see
No one seems
To understand
That these cryptic words
Are not just
Feeble words on a page
They are
Blood n soul
Of those who write
Selling out
To numb this feeling
Forgeting myself
Till I write again
So I say
Writen in blood
My heart shall be
N my soul will live
In these cryptic words
For all eternity