Honestly

It's that time again
Can I tell you I'm scared?
I honestly don't think I'm ready
When we spend time together
It's like we're best friends
But I guess, really we're more
With you I don't seem to feel that electricity
That all those love stories describe
Is it my fault?

Can I honestly say I'm afraid
That you're going to try to kiss me
Every time we're alone
And I can honestly say
I don't want you to take it yet
I'm scared that I will have wasted it
That very first kiss
The first experience of love
On a person like you

A person that is a friend
But are you really something more?
I don't know
I just know that I'm scared of it
Because I want my first
To go to my other half
Maybe I should go hide
Or maybe I should step up
And say it's over