I'll Find My Way to Heaven
I’ll find my way to Heaven, perhaps a different way
I wish I could truthfully tell you God that with you I will stay
God I’ll always love you, Jesus you’re my father
But I’m not a real Christian, so I’m deciding God I won’t bother
I don’t want to truly be a Christian; no one practices what they preach
And it won’t be easy, God, this path is such a scary street
You didn’t write the Bible, Lord, men did
And to be brutally frank, God, men typically struggle to be candid
I try and tell myself that you love all your children, I argue with others
But all they’re telling me God is that you shun gay lovers
God, I don’t respect that, we are all equally human
God, who are you to tell me I can’t fall in love with women
Father it kills me inside to think I’d go to Hell
For living with love, for loving myself
Father, I’m bisexual and no one’s going to change me
I’m going to stand up for peace, love, and equality even if it kills me
See God, this is what you teach right? To fucking respect good morals
So this is what I’m doing, Lord, it’s like shape-shifting through portals
I’m always trying to change shape, always trying to fit in tight places
Bending over backwards just trying to read between the spaces
I don’t understand this religion when so many people lack innocence
And I don’t want to be like them, I wouldn’t want to be a hypocrite
I’ve made mistakes, God, I’ve really fucked up a lot
And it’s stressful to know that I only have one shot
I don’t know when you will end my life, but I don’t want to go to Hell
I try to be a good person, caring for others really fits me well
I want so badly to be accepted, so badly to stop fearing
But what if all of this is fake? I’ve been brainwashed to endearment
So like a coward, God, I’m running from you, from all of this nonsense
I know it’s going to be a tough act, but standing here I just feel tense
Bader told me morals is all religion is about, that that’s why we’re given it
So that we can learn and prepare ourselves for judgment day; I’m living it
So I’ll find my way to Heaven, because God I do have a soul
And God I’m taking risks and chances, I’m letting fate take its toll.
I wish I could truthfully tell you God that with you I will stay
God I’ll always love you, Jesus you’re my father
But I’m not a real Christian, so I’m deciding God I won’t bother
I don’t want to truly be a Christian; no one practices what they preach
And it won’t be easy, God, this path is such a scary street
You didn’t write the Bible, Lord, men did
And to be brutally frank, God, men typically struggle to be candid
I try and tell myself that you love all your children, I argue with others
But all they’re telling me God is that you shun gay lovers
God, I don’t respect that, we are all equally human
God, who are you to tell me I can’t fall in love with women
Father it kills me inside to think I’d go to Hell
For living with love, for loving myself
Father, I’m bisexual and no one’s going to change me
I’m going to stand up for peace, love, and equality even if it kills me
See God, this is what you teach right? To fucking respect good morals
So this is what I’m doing, Lord, it’s like shape-shifting through portals
I’m always trying to change shape, always trying to fit in tight places
Bending over backwards just trying to read between the spaces
I don’t understand this religion when so many people lack innocence
And I don’t want to be like them, I wouldn’t want to be a hypocrite
I’ve made mistakes, God, I’ve really fucked up a lot
And it’s stressful to know that I only have one shot
I don’t know when you will end my life, but I don’t want to go to Hell
I try to be a good person, caring for others really fits me well
I want so badly to be accepted, so badly to stop fearing
But what if all of this is fake? I’ve been brainwashed to endearment
So like a coward, God, I’m running from you, from all of this nonsense
I know it’s going to be a tough act, but standing here I just feel tense
Bader told me morals is all religion is about, that that’s why we’re given it
So that we can learn and prepare ourselves for judgment day; I’m living it
So I’ll find my way to Heaven, because God I do have a soul
And God I’m taking risks and chances, I’m letting fate take its toll.