She's So Damn Gone

I'm so damn alone,
You're being a bitch,
You're my best friend,
And you've abandoned me.
I'm so fucking sad,
And you don't give a shit,
You're becoming exactly what you hate.
You fucking hate me because I'm stressed out?
What kind of sense does that make?
You hate me because I'm in love?
That just means you're what you refused to become.
You loathe me because I have what you can't.
Well I'm sorry I can't keep everyone happy.
You love that I'm losing everything I love.
I'm sorry you don't have a damn heart anymore.
But do you really need to inflict shit on me because you can't have everything?
I'm considering suicide from stress,
And you're in the background laughing like hell.
I can't take this shit,
I lost my best friend,
And even worse,
I'm losing everything else because of it.
Can't you let me live life,
And find a way to get what you want without hurting anyone?
I really wish you'd go back to being the best friend I had.
But it's a little late,
Cause she's so damn gone.