You Used To Be My Hero

When Did You Give Up On Me?
When Did You Forget About Me?
All My Life I Tried To Make You Proud.
But You Disapproved The Whole Time.
Through My Childhood And Into Adulthood.
My Aspirations Weren't Good Enough For You.
Me Being The Only Child You Will Ever Have.
You Being Incredibly Unsuccessful In Your Lives.
I Was Your Only Hope Wasn't I?
You Hate Me For Who I Am.
You Hate Me For My Poetry.
You Hate Me For Liking Guys.
All My Life I Looked Up To You.
You Were Always My Hero.
I Only Wanted You To Love Me.
You Never Really Did.
That's The Duality To It.
You Faked 19 Years Of Compassion.
Shadowing It In Lies And Hatred.
Im Sorry Im Not The Son You Wanted.
But I'll Try, As Usual, To Make You Proud.
Though My Efforts Will Fall Short And You Will Never Love Me.