Mind Games

When I think,
"I've seen it all."
Something hits me,
Then I fall.

I get back up,
To try again.
I can not lose,
I must WIN!

Let me try,
It's my shot.
Don't condemn me,
'Please' I thought.

My mind is pushing,
I must break free.
I must escape,
This tragedy.

If I don't,
If all fails...
'But no,' I thought.
'I will prevail!'

"You can't win!
I am stronger!
I wont take this,
Any longer!"

As time goes on,
I feel like losing.
But being defeated,
Won't be my choosing.

I will not quit,
I'll never give in.
Fighting this nightmare,
Until I win.