Always a Piece of Me

I am feeling restless
But I don’t know why
I am running in circles
Trying to escape my own mind
I am ignoring issues
That I don’t want to face
I am trapped in a cell
A dwelling that only I make

I keep on going
Though its pointless to try
I am still searching
For something I’ll never find
I am running away
But you know every place
I feel like your feelings
Were unrealistic and fake

Its better here
Where you cant see me cry
I am feel safer with Death
Because with you I was blind
I am going away
And I won’t leave a trace
Here in hell
I only feel the heartache

Being with you was all a mistake
All you did was make my heart break
I throw it away but you have the key
And no matter how I try you’ll remain part of me