why do I go back

He would kiss me
From my lips to my hips
Tell me I was so cute
But in public I must be mute
While we were alone I was perfect
But in public to him I was a reject
Never excepted me for who I am
I feel like a week lamb
So soft and juicy
But never thought of my inner beauty
You make a big deal
Of me and how I feel
When we are alone
You text me 24/7 on your phone
In public you say I’m a Disgrace
I’m so easy to replace
You were so mean
To a girl who loved you unconditionally
Is this wrong that I love you
Even with what you put me through
Well we are done you say
At least for today
This isn’t can’t be real
You said you never leave me that’s the deal
I run back to you
Hoping it will be new
But all I am to you is a whore
When we fuck you don’t ignore
But when were done
I can’t tell anyone
You call me your baby girl
It make me hurl
That I’m so dumb
What have I become
To be head over heels in love
For a guy who not aware of
The shit I go through
It’s time to overview
I need to be done with you
You’re not what I should pursue.