What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?
I Push Everyone I Love So Far Away.
I'm Scared Of Death.
Yet On This Table I Continue To Place My Threats.
I Feel So Lost.
I Feel So Alone.
"I Hurt My Self Just To Find My Purpose."
That's Not My Quote So Why Does It Make Me Feel Like To That Blade I'm Worth It?
I Breathe Through The Drops Of Blood.
What The Hell Is Wrong With Me?
I'm Just A Fuck-Up.
Noone Understands Why All I Do Is Cry.
I Hate Myself.
I Hate My Life.
I'm On The Edge Just Wishing To Fall..
Why Won't Someone Take Away This Knife?
End The Pain For You.
For Me.
For Everyone Who Has To Aee.