Beautiful Air I Can't Breathe

This feeling is a suffocating one.
Caging me in and refusing to let me go. Trying my hardest not to let it show.
Cause your heart’s just not in my reach. And I’m too scared to take the risk.

Don’t want to reach out only to find a wall. Don’t want to let our friendship fall.
But I just can’t help the way I feel. A dream I wish so bad could be real.

You probably see me as nothing more but another friend
While I’m on the sidelines in my head playing pretend.
Where instead of holding her, it’d be me
And it would all work out so perfectly.

This feeling is suffocating. And’ I’m slightly shaking from confusion and fear.
Too scared to move from here
But far too deep to just let you go