Such A Long Time

It's been months since I've seen her last
Such a long time since that smile passed
It's been years since she loved me last
I never will regret that past.
I stroll around towards her town
Hoping to see her without a frown
Perhaps she is better off without me
Could I be better off without her
That last line is in doubt
I know it, I found out
I love her madly
She could never love me again

It would be nice just to confess this to her
To not write a subliminal poem in hopes she sees
The only problem is directly saying isn't me.