Continuum

Whatever happened between us
I loved you with all my heart
Your jealousy
Only drove us apart

You believed I was cheating
But you wouldn’t listen to me
I’d loved you forever
Why couldn’t you see

I loved you so much
My heart was forever yours
Your heart began to close
Your heart closed its doors

You’ll never know how much
I loved you all the time
You figured you didn’t need me
You were no longer mine

I didn’t want you to know
How much you meant to me
I thought i had to leave you
So you could be forever free

I didn’t mean to hurt you
I never thought I could
I hoped I wouldn’t hurt you
Although I knew I would

So this is the end
My final pledge to you
I thought that our love
Should be forever true

I remember the day so clearly
Just like it was yesterday
The day my life came to a halt
The day you chose not to stay

It shattered my broken heart
Your love kept me alive
Now it was gone
My emotions took a dive

I lost enormous weight
I began to get really sick
My head began to spin
I thought it was doing the trick

I began to drink a lot
Stupidly most days
It all took its toll
I couldn’t even remember friends names

My life began to spiral
Way out of my control
I turned top something harder
I was dying, I was on a roll

The pain I felt after you
Was a pain like no other
I wanted you back so much
So I told my big brother

He said you can do better
He just doesn’t deserve you
Something I wanted to believe
I only wished was true

I began to cut my self
One day far to deep
I don’t remember much
Coz I fell into a deep sleep

I still don’t know much
Allz I got told was I almost died
I’d cut my vein they asked me why
I couldn’t tell them so I lied

After I got out of hospital
I didn’t change my mind
I just fell in love again
With a guy I didn’t think id find

I began to stop my bad ways
I hoped he would notice
He didn’t even no I existed
So once again I lost it

Slipping back into my old ways
Trying new stuff too
My dark days of depression
Turned me really blue

I was so close to death
Then my angel came
From that moment on
I knew I’d never be the same

She saved mr from my self
She told me she was there for me
From then on
I knew where I ahd to be

She was my light in the darkness
She made me believe
That I was meant to be here
That I was meant to live

In still question that
Every day and night
I thought she should be free
I tried to give her an insight

I always seem to hurt her
Although I never meen to
I always hurt her
In everything I do

We’ve had our ups and downs
But we’ve always puller through
It just really shows
That our friendship is true

She means more to me
Than any guy ever could
I’d die for her
Although she doesn’t know I would

This is my pledge to her
To always be there
The way she was for me
Just to show I care