Possibilities of the future

I think of you often
Do you think of me?
So sweet so kind,
Do I even cross your mind?

I know your face in my mind
I know your voice in my ears
My mind wanders in class and
I think of you.

I cry myself to sleep
Every night my mind wanders
If your not the first thing
You’re the second thing on my mind

I am scared
I am afraid
My life right now
Is one big show

Episode after episode
Re-run after re-run
Why do I love you?
Let me show you how.

When you are around
I float on a cloud and
The smile on my face won’t disappear
I wish deeply I was with you.

Your company completes me
I want u to know me
And that you’re the thing
That makes me want to live

To tell you the words
The three “easy” ones
I have to say
And hard in a way

Will you be calm?
Will you hate me after?
Will you be my friend?
Or will everything end?

With love there’s lust,
I lust for you
I love you
As for your thought’s on me?