Funny Feeling, I Think it's Love

Warm outside,
Sunny outside,
Wonderful feelings outside,

Inside…
It’s a storm,
A crazy and hectic storm,
There’s a tornado coming,
No one can stop it,
No one can touch it.
Everything will be consumed,
Everything will be gone,
All that’s left is the raw emotion.
No one can stop it,
No one can touch it,
Except for him,
Except he’ll never know my love.

There’s this guy,
He makes me feel wonderful,
I love him so,
He’s so peaceful,
He makes this little kid come out,
And a smile takes place whenever I see his name on the screen,
What can I say?
He’s what I want.

But he could never love me.
I’m a mistake.
A hideous monster,
A selfish child.
I’m not what he wants.
I’ll never be loveable.
I can’t even understand myself.
What will I do?
I hold on to this pain inside of me.
Make sure that no one can touch it.
Pain.
It’s what kept me here so long.
How will he ever love a pain?

There’s too much good.
Get my head out of the bad.
He needs you just as much I need him.
Him and I,
We can slowly heal each other.

It’s possible.
I just hope that he asks,
Before I end my life.