What They Don't Know

Come closer, come closer.
Everyone, gather 'round.
Would you like to hear my lies?
To think I used to be happy...
To think they think I am...
Look at me now, so-called "friends".
Do you see a difference?
I'm not the me I was then,
I'm the me I am now.
Don't you see the blood on my hands?
I've walked along this dark road,
And where have you been?
Laughing with the rest?
Indulging in my lies?
You're all so pathetic.
I love it all, you know.
I love how you act as if you care.
I love the way I bleed for your lies.
I love the way it hurts to see your faces.
I love the way I trusted you so much.
And I love the way you threw it away.
My eyes have lost the spark,
There's damage in my heart.
I hope you all know the truth now.
Or do I need to write it in blood?