Render Me Helpless

Well you can tick the word heartbreak off your list now,
My actions have deceived you,
Didn't mean for you to end up this way,
I didn't want to be your only distraction.

And now what is happening to myself?
You won't even take my desperate sorries,
Can't believe I've done this to myself,
Everything has become so blurry.

So render me helpless,
Render me worthless,
I know you want to push me far underground.
Make me feel helpless,
Make me feel worthless,
Go ahead and take what's left of my identity,
I've already torn away the last strand of my dignity.

Now it's time for change to happen,
But things are so out of reach for me grab them,
Wish I could get ahold of myself,
But I have to face the consequences of my design.

Can someone tell me what is happening to myself?
You won't even take my desperate sorries,
Can't believe I've done this to myself,
Everything has become so blurry.

So render me helpless,
Render me worthless,
I know you want to push me far underground.
Make me feel helpless,
Make me feel worthless,
Go ahead and take what's left of my identity.

Render me helpless,
Render me worthless,
I know you want to push me far underground.
Make me feel helpless,
Make me feel worthless,
Go ahead and take what's left of my identity,
I've already torn away the last strand of my dignity.

All I believed in is now dead inside,
Don't need a reason or a compromise,
Because I've fed myself full with my shameful lies.

[INSTRUMENTAL SOLO]

So render me helpless,
Render me worthless,
I know you want to push me far underground.
Make me feel helpless,
Make me feel worthless,
Go ahead and take what's left of my identity.

Render me helpless,
Render me worthless,
I know you want to push me far underground.
Make me feel helpless,
Make me feel worthless,
Go ahead and take what's left of my identity,
I've already torn away the last strand of my dignity.

Nothing to believe in,
When my all my actions have caused your suffering,
I was the one that was deceiving,
I deserve to be the one that's suffocating.