Darling, I am Nothing

My heart, it cries these bloody tears.
My head, it screams these irrational fears.
This burning pain, my nerves it sears.
The passing seconds feel like years.
I'll fake a smile, I'll hide the pain.
I'll pretend as if I'm completely sane.
I won't show you my wounds, I won't show you my screams.
I won't tell you how horribly you've crushed all my dreams.
"I'm fine, I'm fine,"
I say the words again,
"I'm fine, I'm fine,"
I will continue to pretend.
I continue to lie with my poisonous tongue,
Because I don't want you to see just what I have become
My heart, it has been numbing...
Darling, I am nothing.