I Hate....

I hate that you did this to me,

I hate that you chose her,

I hate how much I love you,

When it’s obvious you don’t care…

I hate that she’s the one you hold in your arms now,

I hate that you told me you’ll always love me,

I hate how much I miss your embrace,

When it’s obvious you don’t want me anymore…

I hate that I can’t be the one you say those three words to,

I hate that she’s the one you love now,

I hate how much I miss you,

When it’s obvious you don’t miss me…

I hate how hard I fell,

I hate how you said you cared,

I hate that she’s the one that gets to hold you,

When it’s obvious she’s better than me…

But most of all…

I hate how I don’t hate you at all…

No matter how many reasons there are saying I should,

But I don’t, not one little bit.

Sadly… I still love you… even after all that…