My Reality

Marked, handed over and gone
Forgotten children
We're the dirt on your shoes
Picture Perfect Broken
“Mirror mirror on the wall
Who's the most beautiful
In the whole wide world?”
Ten thousand pieces
Silently staring back at you
Don't ask if you can't handle the truth
Stitch it up and move on
Playing with fire is only fun when you get burned
I'm alright, I'm walking dead
Convince yourself you're living
I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fucking FINE
Chant it over and over
Like the voice inside your head
Telling you otherwise

Days, months , years
The countdown has begun
Make it or break it
I'm only breathing when I'm broken
Waking up to forget the dream
To live in the nightmare
More fake than the smile on my face
Tear it open
Start the bleeding
I'm only true in the final hour

Wasting away
I find it all to be a misleading little lie
My greatest facade can't hide these cracks
following me will only get you lost
White and black
I'm battling my own confusion
I'm seeing a world outside my door
Rotting away
shallow and annoying
Your voice haunts me every day
You ruined me
Mission complete
Watch me disappear
It's impossible to save someone
Begging for disaster
Off the track
I'm in love with this mess
Self destruction is my life
Different from your meaningless nine to five paced lie
I was born to die