Being Faceless Is Contagious

Being Faceless Is Contagious

Never bothered to eat my lunch
I’d rather go hungry than sit alone
Always watched the clock for three
Peel myself from the wall and leave

The best years were my worst
No one ever seemed to notice
Wore long sleeves and black hoods
Sorry Mom but I’ve got to go

My wings are gray my feathers were shed
((Dear Diary today I died))
The tears are cold they don’t hurt ((I couldn’t take the pain no more))
My life story set in stone ((Mom I’m sorry this’ll hurt))
Being faceless is contagious ((You won’t even notice I’m gone))

My angels never seemed to care
They let me face the world alone
I wonder if they even exist
It’s hard to tell when you can’t think

I never knew what happened to my friends
There one day and gone the next
Familiar faces passed in the halls
Keep your head down or they’ll stare

My wings are gray my feathers were shed
((Dear Diary today I died))
The tears are cold they don’t hurt ((I couldn’t take the pain no more))
My life story set in stone ((Mom I’m sorry this’ll hurt))
Being faceless is contagious ((You won’t even notice I’m gone))

I’ll fade away and no one will know
Whatever happened to that girl?
The one who cried alone at night
Wondering where the light had gone

Maybe God has a bigger plan
I wonder if I’m meant for something more
What if heaven doesn’t exist?
No place for our souls to rest

My wings are gray my feathers were shed
((Dear Diary today I died))
The tears are cold they don’t hurt ((I couldn’t take the pain no more))
My life story set in stone ((Mom I’m sorry this’ll hurt))
Being faceless is contagious ((You won’t even notice I’m gone))

Well tonight is my last
I’ll leave a note for someone who cares
Let Mom know it’s not her fault
I’m just another lost girl with no home

Nothing you could do would save me
What happened to me is not new
It’s just a game they love to play
Who knew it’d put me in the ground