Because You Know

You were the music,
The excitement, the danger,
But now that's all gone because you know.
(I'm regretting my decision of telling you.)

And now I'm sure you understand
All those stolen glances,
All those silent smiles,
All those stupid statements.

You were the dream,
The thought, the wish.
But now I'm awake because you know.
(I'm regretting my decision of telling you.)

And I ran away like a scared little girl!
What must you think of me now?
Did you think it would break my heart if you said no?
Because I'm sure I would've been fine.

You were the secret,
Our secret, my secret.
But not anymore because you know.
(I'm regretting my decision of telling you.)

And I don't feel any different,
Just like I'm waiting on someone who's never coming.
And I'm going to stop hiding what needs to be said:
I'm regretting my decision of telling you.
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this about my decision to tell my crush how I feel and how I kinda wish I hadn't.