To Hell

In the mood to fight and win
Knowing I’ll only lose
Had enough of all this hurt
The pain I didn’t choose
Waking in the dead of night
Holding in the screams
The nightmares of reality
Just a fading dream
Sick and tired of all these lies
The truth will never come
The parade of lies will keep its pace
With the dead heart’s beating drum
Looking at the shinning metal
Beautiful and chilled
Little crimson droplets
Soon to be revealed
As the precious river
Of red starts to overflow
Past the shallow banks
To stain the pure white snow
Lending to the infection
The blade makes its way
Ringing up the price
That it needs to pay
As the glistening metal
Starts to do its work
I feel a sense of ease
Like I can’t be hurt
But it’s just another lie
To add to the mix
To stew in the waters
Of the river Styx
Cerberus is waiting
On the other side
Welcoming me in
Jaws grinning wide
The blood on my hands
Catches all his eyes
He grins an evil smile
And pulls at his ties
I fall before this monster
The mirror of my heart
And utter not a sound
As he rips me apart
But revel in the pain
The knife could never bring
I start to close my eyes
Giving in to everything